Entry 6 - 30

At 30, he started schooling again.
At 30, he enjoyed working again.
At 30, he learnt the logic of playing Roulette.
At 30, he made friends with the kitchen.
At 30, he made a biggest mistake of his life.
At 30, he felt as though the whole world failed on him.
At 30, he did things that he could not imagine himself doing them.
At 30, he made drastic changes about himself.
At 30, he learnt that the world does not revolve just around him.
At 30, he was drunk for the third time.
At 30, he rode gravity-defying roller coaster rides with multiple inversions.
At 30, he got over his old lifestyle.
At 30, he captured the most loving couple photo he ever had.
At 30, he found someone important.
At 30, he realised that he cannot lose that someone important.

To the many 30s ahead for him, may his wishes be granted eventually.

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Entry 5 - Past, Present and Future

The past has been complicated when things were in transition to change,
but the changes did not come in time and it seems everything is still the same.

The present is now a living Hell with torments and trials,
for what is ridden now is an emotional roller coaster with gradients not so mild.

The future for now may seemingly looks bleak,
however with sanity in place and the direction will be clear for those who seek.

Labels: Entry 5, Future, Past, Present

Entry 4 - Number 21

阴阳道合总由天

女嫁男婚喜偶然

但见龙蛇相会合

熊羆入夢喜團圓

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Entry 3 - One

If it is one answer not to be told now,
then time shall tell when it is ready.

If it takes one month,
be appreciative about it.

If it takes one year,
learn to bear with it.

If it takes one decade,
determine to do it.

If it takes one lifetime,
nothing else can beat it.

For love is one thing not to seek,
but to be sought.

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Entry 2 - Separation, HEAVEN or HELL?

Thoughts once so cluttered are cleared now,
leaving things as it is may not be the best,
but it could have been worse than this.

Being a puppet as some remarked may seem to be unworthy for,
however it is the time and trial that will prove if it's worthwhile.

Being in a state of current mood may seem to be sweeping all under the carpet,
however it shall be the way to start everything, yet slowly.

Being to push and pull at the same time may seem a fight put on own's self,
however that may be the best method to set things on the right path.

In whatever the case is and will be,
I am grateful and appreciative for what I am today after weeks of battle.
A battle be it for own self or for my loved one.
Win or lose, it's too early to tell.

I love you and I am waiting for the day to let you hear this from me again.

Labels: Entry 2, Separation

Entry 1 -Let's Start Afresh

Starting afresh is never easy, but it's necessary.
For a course, for a goal in mind.

It has been a period of emotions running wild and all over the place.
It has been a period of realisations and determinations made.

For all the things I've lost, it's time to ogranise my thoughts once more.
Staying sane and composed is the best rehabilitation means for me.

It shall be the trial for me during this period of time,
and also a challenge posed to both.

Nivlemelvin no longer has both sides.
It's only reflecting against one self, the true self. The new self.

Labels: Afresh, Entry 1, Start

Name: Melvin Guo
Location: Singapore
Date of Birth: 19 July

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